Always Be Happy!

bye bye

2010-02-18T08:15:00.001-08:00

this blog is dead.... haha :P

Something that makes goodbyes hard

2009-09-20T09:22:00.000-07:00

Just sent gansuyi off at the airport. I dunno why... I'm a little sad. Goodbyes just stink... Haha hmmm nvm will see her again! Nothing makes the earth seem so spacious as to have friends at a distance. Ha All the best president scholar and take care!:)

I realized i'd been slacking since Friday!!! Hahas okay... Better start mugging again tmr!!! LOL but what's left is just mcq... Nothing to study!!! Hahas

Time together is just never quite enough

2009-08-16T06:40:00.000-07:00

ha i haven been posting for a while! too bad! so busy! i shall just post a short one...

happy birthday little fat cousin! hope you like the chocs:) spent sat out with cousins and you:):) i'm happy when i'm out with you:):) ha now i know that simei existed... lol sound so noob! cant blame me, my entire life revolves around bukit timah..... hahas

hmmmmm i'm hesitating about stuff... should i tell you? aiya i will! i hate to hide things inside! it's just me! maybe i express myself too much? i just think you gotta know it. i just wanna hear it from you.... ha see how bah.

i really hope that nipple on my butt will disappear soon!

just when i thought of you....♥ ROSES:)

2009-07-18T23:09:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmmm end of the week! what let's see happened this week.... oh mon to wed, netball fundraising! ate lots of cookies! hahas thurs, woke up early to make breakfast for beloved birthday mum! made 1 for you too! hahas

anw after some advice given by the guys.... i tried to step back, you too... but it feels horrible! i dunno..... i know what you're going through. that's why i didnt say much. just be yourself:) you feel bad too...:( maybe we shouldn't care too much:) i guess i'm becoming a little emotionally attached.

it could be your eyes,
it could be your smile,
it could be the way you fill my mind
i realize i cant stop thinking of you.

just when i thought i found it, i have to forget about it for now...

2009-07-14T21:53:00.000-07:00

When you came, you were like red wine and honey, and the taste of you burnt my mouth with its sweetness.

i screwed up my CTs!!! i guess that's the outcome of not studying seriously... hai. nvm 6 more weeks to prelims. if i start now... i can still make a difference! ha i hope... i'm kinda afraid. i have not felt this way for quite a while. MUST MUG SERIOUSLY!!!

on a lighter note, tmr's my mum's birthday:) gonna wake up early with little sis to make breakfast for her:) hahas

"Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart."

my life is back! muahahahas

2009-07-06T05:11:00.000-07:00

post CTs celebration! woooohooo! lol even though i know i will do badly... screw it. hahahas

What i did: (friday) gay party with glen, yuzhi and zhiler at my house... lol played xbox, pool, swam, lan. ha awesome day man! (sat) uncle's bdae at grandma's house. (sun) went to watch taekwondo grading. (mon) tennis date with desmond and glen in the rain!!! let's hope we dont fall ill... hahahas

I just went for my army medical screening! PES B! hahaha cos of my colour blindness! ha and i hate the medical officer man! they poke my arm several times with that freaking needle! find my blood vessel then poke la! WTH man.... ha ECG is so cool man... with so many cups on my chest. oh and i met hinyang! haha kinda miss him man. oh well memories.... primary sch classmate, sji schoolmate. ha sooooooo long....!!!

back to school tmr! lols....hai....

no confidence in anything...

2009-06-15T19:43:00.000-07:00

i went for shooting chalet but came back early since i had lots od work to catch up!!! CTs in less than 2 weeks! dead!!! had fun at chalet though:):):)

i had been thinking alot to myself lately... about everything... i think i changed alot:( sometimes i just cant recognise myself! sigh. Did i change for the better or for the worse... i really don't know! i use to be happy all day long but now it's just harder to smile. i am becoming quieter... and thinking alot to myself! omg it's just not me!!! argh... i guess i'm more serious about everything now and sometimes i just wanna be alone:( i'm losing faith and confidence in everything... myself... people around me and everything... sigh.... i'm sorry:( i will just take a step back... I dont want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even more...

When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have

wallowing into those emotions...

2009-06-12T05:23:00.000-07:00

ha got another present from my class gals. thanks:) i like the colour:) i will use it:) lol thanks again!

i realise ngee ann library is a pretty good place for mugging! haha

Anw, i'm quite confuse about my feelings... mixed feelings... lol not good nor bad. i dunno. I will just leave things to ___ as i told yuzhi. see la! haha. Nothing else can come into my path now! i'm just gonna study study study! ya right... i'm trying man! but no motivation! i can never ever satisfy my parent's expectations (that's what i think... may not be true) sigh...

oh NUSIS just finished... sorry i didnt go. ha some of you crashed but you guys are still awesome shooters!!! try harder next time:)

looking forward to shooting chalet! but feeling guilty that i'm not mugging for 3 days:(

i wanna see you smile again and i think you will:):):) i think i'm feeling something.... i dunno

thanks for the wishes and gifts:)

2009-06-09T17:11:00.000-07:00

Yay got my present! haha i like the cool ipod skin:) thanks cheryl, qiaowei, SR, ZY, fiona, yikai, zihao:) oh not forgetting the cute towel yuzhi and feli gave me that night:) thanks thanks thanks! i will use it! hahahas:)

Congrats to the new exco! haha it was a really good elections. all the candidates are soooooo good! hard decision! you guys have to grow up alr k! no more little kids! haha SR, ZY, cheryl GROW UP okay! hahahas captains and vice-caps alr!!!

ha dunno what to write alr... lol no time to write too. cya!

i like the scent..... :)

i'm really happy:) it's been quite a while.

2009-06-06T05:24:00.000-07:00

waiting for my parents...

Thanks everyone for your well wishes:) I had an awesome birthday:):):):) special thanks to ZY, SR, ZH,Yikai, cheryl, feli, Qiaowei, fiona. Really appreciate it. thanks for spending the day with me. haha taught me how to skate! 1st time skating! fell alot though... went home with a wet ass. lols 1st time drinking! vodka's awful:( i dont like the smell and the taste... ewww. lol Qiaowei and SR's faces were super red! ha yuzhi, feli didnt drink much... dun worry:) lol you must thanks me ok. hahahas cheryl got into deep shit with her parents for being late and tipsy. haha sorry man. haha bear with the scoldings. you the man! lols yikai got into a little trouble for going back to hostel VERY late. ha sorry too! THANKS THANKS THANKS THANKS AGAIN! HAD ALOT OF FUN:)

ha dinner with sis dad and mum. yummy dinner:) ha thanks daddy and mummy:) love you loads:D i'm 18!!! big boy alr:)

you wished me:):)

you're never gone... this i can promise you

2009-05-25T06:29:00.000-07:00

oh man. another emo post:( i'm really really down these few days... lots of things are happening at the same time... i cant take anymore of it:(

i'm letting go though it really hurts. tell me how am i really gonna forget if you're never gone? why are you the person that makes my heart break and at the same time makes it beat faster? let's just leave everything else to after A's when everything's less uptight. I dun want this to affect either one of us. If it's meant to be, it will be. I can always wait... i shall bury myself in work now and nothing else matters now. Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.

The lump in my throat is growing and growing but i wanna swallow it and be strong. It feels really awful. I wanna scream out loud but nothing seem to come out. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing."

Anyway, thanks cheryl for talking to me for quite a while that night:) really appreciate it:) thanks ZY, SR, qiao wei too:)

Oh to my awesome little sis: thanks a million, trillion... for your thoughtful birthday gift:) although it's a little early. haha thanks for the wallet and belt:) you knew i lost my wallet and got me a new one the following day. ha how sweet:) really touched. thanks:)

FML FML FML FML FML FML !!!!!

2009-05-22T06:26:00.000-07:00

Life sux man!!! especially these few days! argh... i'm so vulgar today that i totally dun recognise myself! shit man. I lost my damn wallet! and it's not like i dropped it or due to my carelessness... i was standing on the bus for the whole journey and it's impossible that it dropped out from my back pocket. I must have been pickpocketed! argh... the bus was super crowded! i'm really pissed off! lost at least 300 bucks! DAMN it! argh. FML!

let's just hope i will get my wallet back... that person may take the cash. i dun care... just give me back my wallet and my cards! argh!

anw glad that i had friends who were there for me:) thanks ZY, SR, cheryl, fiona, tingsoon, glen and the rest la. thanks a million:) ha had to bear with my scoldings.... lol

I just found out that you are really an ass after what qiao wei told me today. You barely know me and you can say those nasty things. You can screw off man. argh. i dunno what are your intentions. ha thanks qiaowei:)

okokok i must cool down!!! argh. okok for every minute i remain angry, i give up sixty seconds of peace of mind. cool down:) sigh:(

cant get over the day with my chatty self....

2009-05-21T05:52:00.000-07:00

i'm suppose to be studying for tmr's econs case study test.... whatever, studied alr.

Today's not the best day:( heard something that set me thinking for the whole afternoon. screw it! it just doesnt make sense! How long do you know me to make such a comment! You barely had a chance to talk to me and you're in no position to say anything! WTH! and if you have anything to say, just tell me straight in my face! something that i REALLY HATE will be to have something done behind my back! Be a man! argh i dun care....

I'm pretty sure you didnt say that... you wun do it. it's just not you.

Anw, spent my afternoon in the range, i wanted to mug but instead played cards, frisbee and basketball. ha i lost to cheryl in basketball!!! ha she's just lucky.... then Qiao, feli, ZY and the rest went for a movie and then i just went home with yuzhi to mug. lol sad life. Oh saw glen and his "friend" walking out tgt!!! tsktsk. lols

Sometimes I wonder if life is really worth it, then I look at your smile and I know it is.

college day

2009-05-16T03:20:00.000-07:00

NJ's college day is kinda pathetic... so little people. haha 40 years only. SJI's history is close to 160 years!!! we own NJ man. noob. hahas oh there's an article on ST which talks about SJI and NJ. haha "2 iconic schools" wow. i'm in both schs. My duty's traffic control, directing cars... quite dumb! super boring! to kill time, i played cards with Zhiler but that became boring too!

Talked to jerone for a while and we shared our views on relationships! haha cool man. it's jerone!!! i realize there's only a few things i look for in my other half:

1) nice character and personality
2) well brought up
3) capable
4) thoughtful, caring.....
5) then looks....

and till now, there's only 1 person who possess all these qualities:) oh wells....

" We come to love not by finding a perfect person,but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

happy vesek day and mother's day:)

2009-05-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

happy mother's day:) ha started my day by waking up earlier to take a bus to bishan for my gp workshop. My dad will usually give me a lift but he's lazy today... i alighted 1 stop earlier and was lost... to make it worse, it was raining... late:( the lecturer went through lots of essays again... oh then i saw shujen in the other class:) which i will be joining with my cousin next week. Chatted with Mr Gilbert Lee during break:) anw, 2 weekends at this workshop and i didnt speak to any of the ppl in the class except with 1 njcian! omg i'm so anti-social! ha maybe i'm perceived as a very dao person... hahahas sitting alone in a corner... so not me... lols

played pool with my cousin and her "friend"...

nothing else to talk about...

cya. tmr's a sch holiday! yay:) mug mug mug....

what an intense week...

2009-05-08T07:10:00.000-07:00

Horrible week!!! sux man. totally no life:( mug mug mug and more mugging.... physics, math, 2 gp tests.... i'm glad everything's over. ha today's suppose to be swimming, tennis and pool at my house with my class but instead we went to play lan and then i left for tuition:( swim next week then. i swam quite alot this week:) i hope i turned darker.

oh only mon(half day) and fri were fun. the other days were like sch and then mugging at home... sianzzz. MON: i went out with cheryl, mark, andy, fiona, ZY, SR:) ate lunch at marina and then bowled. Captain Mark is really good!!! andy left fiona left. only pistol boys were still bowling... oh cheryl was with us too. ha cheryl's a pistol BOY!!!

SAT: had to attend this GP workshop from 10am to 6pm!!! super long... sianzzz but it's to get good grades:) no complains. ha cheryl, thanks for entertaining me:) lol oh i met my sji classmate! Bryden yong! it's been loooooooooooong time... oh well. memories:)

tired....

sick sick sick!!! ahhhhh...

2009-04-22T04:00:00.001-07:00

My nose and throat is killing me!!! everyone's sick! it was just yesterday that i'm concern about my friend's health and today i'm sick.... AHHHHH i dun like to be sick!

oh today's our 1st cip session at some childcare centre at bukit batok! we were there to teach LITTLE kids to read! haha they're really LITTLE! But they're soooooooo cute! lol. i got this kid who's SUPER DAO! didnt even wanna talk! tried all kinds of methods.... introducing myself... offering sweets... magic... talk to her... NO RESPONSE AT ALL!!! ha then Glen tried too. Same thing... NO RESPONSE! haha then the teacher said that little gal is very quiet. hahas. then i taught another little kid. she's sharon! ha she's the total opposite! she sooooooooo talkative! it's like she can tell me her whole life story( not like it's very long... lol she's only like 4 or 5 years old...). ha so many funny things happened! yenpeng and ailing asked the little boys whether they're pretty! and the boy's answer was NO! hahaha so direct and honest! lol kidding... and yuzhi's a paedophile! haha feli watch out! lol

oh man forgot to eat my medicine! bye!

Get well soon:)

2009-04-19T05:58:00.000-07:00

Friday

Today’s soccer match was ): oh man… they lost to NYJC. Dun be disheartened k! you boys are still awesome soccer players! The table tennis team too! Jiayou!
Went to PS with pistol boys and ate café cartel! Talked talked talked and more talking... (: we had a good time though(: hehe love my pistol boys man

You are feeling down…hope you get back in the swing of things real soon(:

Ha tmr’s my cousin’s birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! And today her classmates planned a surprise party for her and I gotta go out o bring them in… ha then they invited me to eat the cake with them. So weird… I dun really know them… only know my cousins.

Oh man… you’re not well and injured): you mean a lot to me…and so does your health and happiness. So here’s a wish to say “ Get well soon!” and take good care of yourself(:

May the little flowers lying in gloom,
Rise and bloom, swaying endlessly,
This way and that way,
Morning to dusk everyday, Get well soon(:

woooohoooo :)

2009-04-16T04:33:00.000-07:00

ha today's kinda great:) played basketball with the shooters:) only the gals can score so we guys will just catch the ball... but it's really fun:) full of laughter and smiles:D my team scored the most:) woooohooo. Qiao wei's the top scorer. feli and shujen scored too:) yay:)

On the darker side... a few friends are emoing....:( 3 troubled souls... sigh. 1st it was zhongyi then yikai then cheryl.... oh man:(:(:( smile ppl:D stay positive:) you'll always have friends like us around! tmr we go for dinner k:)

choices are hard to make... decisions even harder... sigh.... oh wells this is life!!!

i dunno what else to write... haha such a short post... lol

i dun wanna talk....or maybe i dunno what to say.... sigh

2009-04-01T06:08:00.000-07:00

oh man, i thought shooting nationals began well with our rifle boys sweeping all the medals! individual gold, silver, bronze and obviously team gold! OMG!

but oh wells.... it's just isnt the right day for pistol boys:( it's not an april fools trick.... but we are 6th... ahhhhhhhhhhh. SHIT man. i feel really really really bad:( i can still feel the sadness and disappointment my bros are facing man. sigh....there are moments when i feel so lost, speechless and on the verge of crying.... sigh.... but i think we are stong man! it's ok... we'll let the other schs win since we owned them yesterday... i really hope mark and zhongyi is ok. no matter what, they are still my awesome team mates and dun give up man! i hope my sms cheered them up:) oh well... but shergrui did well:) proud of him man! shot his pb! all the way shengrui! haha

i dunno why i'm feeling this way... but i dun feel the bonding within my own class! it's like... we are just tgt to study.... why dun i have the same closeness i'm having with my shooters????? it's like i can lament everything to my shooters and talk about everything under the sun:) i love my shooters man. Why is this happening to me! why cant we be back to the times when i had really great times with my class???? i'm really lost.... maybe it's just my fault, i'm not spending enough time with my class:( all we do tgt is mug mug mug.... when was the last time when we actually sit down and talk.... but i'm ok with my class guys. if i spend more time with the rest of my class... then the guys will say lots of stuffs... sigh... i kinda give up... i will live this life...accept it...although it's really hurting me:( i really dun wan this to be happening.... i wish you ppl understand:(

tmr's pistol gals!!! yay! i'm pretty sure they will do well! all the best shujen, xinhang, sam and dili! i have faith in you ppl:) sweep all the medals! give them your best shot and no matter what, we will always be behind you! jiayous:)

a pretty good week:)

2009-03-08T06:07:00.000-07:00

Wednesday

went to Cdans to train for our competition. Mark asked me to shoot an internal and i just took it normally. and i SHOT PRETTY WELL:) shot my PB!!! 529:) not that good... but an improvement:) yay:) haha why cant i shoot like that during competitions...??? sigh. Mark chatted with me for quite a while and discussed my problems. i'm just stressing myself up during competitions!!! when i shoot a bad shot, i'll force myself to shoot a 10 to compensate. and i CAN'T be thinking that way!!! sure screw up! and i must not be affect by my surroundings! ok lessons learnt:)

Thursday

ha mark asked me to shoot another internals and this will determine whether i'm shooting nationals!!! OMG! stress! but i took it normally and shot 511. sigh... maybe i'm just tired.

Today

competition at Cdans today. tried to take it normally but there's still alittle stress. aiya but i think i took it normally too la. haha but the place is super cold!!! my trigger finger was like numb! cant feel it sometimes. Trigger freeze!!! ha shot some bad shots but didnt care and just treated every shot seriously. ha but still screwed up. Shengrui also had trigger freeze but mark did pretty well:) yay:) i think our team achieved 2nd. wow i thought we will lose.... haha not bad:) oh akshay did well. xinhang too:) shujen did pretty well too:) haha congrats:) jiayous everyone:D

now talking about the some stuff that happened... aiya some ppl just suggggggs man. causing so much confusion for ppl who are not even involved!!! omg!!! heck la. my conscience are clear and ha cheryl, just dun care about it la. it doesnt involve you. you're just dragged into it. ha both of us are innocent la!!! this whole thing is just dumb... now i know how you felt that day. sigh. sian man. ha dun care la. dun kill your brain cells for nothing... :) dun think too much. why cant life be simple???

NTU invitational shoot

2009-02-27T05:45:00.000-08:00

ha crashed....sigh:( i guess i'm just not used to competition....aiya 493... i let my team down man. they shot well:) great job mark and shengrui:) i cant believe i dropped from a 89 series to a 67... WTH!!! misfired 2 shots!!! 1 zero and a 2!!! well it's not the end... must have faith:) ha yikai keep it up too:) jeremy and zihao jiayou:) oh dili did very well! congrats! xinhang and sam shot well too. daniel shot his personal best. congrats. ha cheryl hit 367! haha happy eh. those who didnt do as well, jiayous! dun give up! andy and feli dun be too sad, dun be disappointed shujen. i believe you can shoot well:) dun pressurize yourself too much. jeremy! you can shoot well if you want to!!! zihao, train more!!!

Anw must train!!! nationals in 1 month cdans in 2 weeks! train train train!!!

2009-02-21T01:57:00.000-08:00

100 truths

Last beverage → water!
Last phone call →mummy:)
Last text message → shengrui!
Last song you listened to → a little too over you
Last time you cried → a few weeks ago (really upset) but i'm happy now:)

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice →nope
Been cheated on → yea i think so...., my best friend. and i really hate that:(
Kissed someone & regretted it →nope

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → er dunno....
Laughed until you cried → er i forgot... lol
Met someone who changed your life → yups:)
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?→ of course all of them right?....
How many kids do you want to have → must ask my future wife too. lol but i love kids:)
Do you have any pets → i want a dog!!!
Do you want to change your name → nopes
What time did you wake up today → usual time 7 plus...
What were you doing at midnight last night → sleeping
Name something you cannot wait for → wah alot of things you know....
Last time you saw your father→ this morning:D
What's one thing you wish you could change → er.... nothing? haven thought of any... hahas
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom →should be...
What's getting on your nerves right now → i kinda dislike the taxing workload now.....sigh...
What's your real name → Gan Jit Sheng!!!
Elementary/Primary School → Nan Hua Primary sch
Secondary School → St. Joseph's Intitution:D
Tertiary School → National Junior College
Hair color → Black
Long or short → short!!!
Are you a health freak →Maybe sometimes
Righty or lefty → righty

FIRSTS :

First surgery → baby? lol i dunno...
First piercing →i'm a guy!!! no piercings....
First best friend →i think it's junyang in pri sch:D
First sport you joined → tennis
First pet →fish
First vacation →australia

CURRENTLY :
Eating → nothing
Drinking → nothing
Waiting → for my sis to be out of my toilet!!!!

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → of course! i love kids:)
Want to get married?→ of course!!! :) :D
Careers in mind? → Doctor, Lawyer, entreprenuer. NEVER engineer!!!! (both my parents are engineers.... aiya...)

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger →NO.
Drank hard liquor → no
Lost glasses/contacts →Yes! lol
Ran away from home → NO
Broken someone's heart → i dun think so :D
Been arrested → Nope
Cried when someone died → ya of course! lol

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → always:)
Miracles → sometimes
Love at first sight →nah... i need to know the gal first.
Heaven → maybe
Santa Clause → haha yes
Kiss on the first date→ er depends...
Angels → i've met one! lol she'd fallen from heaven!!! lol kidding... hahas

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yups (:
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → ha NO! haven been in a relationship... lol
Do you believe in God? → sometimes

valentine's day

2009-02-15T02:37:00.000-08:00

ha yesterday's valentines:) ha met someone on the bus. He/she is the person i never thought i'll meet on valentines!!! stop saying it's fate! but it's not just coincidence. FULL STOP. lol ha met tingsoon, shanise, raja, yihfang, nick to accompany someone for the day cos he/she needs our company:) ha played cards as usual. we wanted to watch a movie...but FULL!!! expected... everywhere's FULL!!! so just spent the day talking and playing cards:) anw happy birthday grandpa! really sorry sorry sorry i couldnt be there.

today's nyt monthly. ha couldnt use our guns.... so results not that good for me. i dun like the trigger... the trigger's length is too long...not use to it. lots of misfires... oh well... at least i didnt make any major mistakes.

jiayou! must train more!

full of love and friendship :D

2009-02-13T15:34:00.000-08:00

ha today's vday eve... lol when i arrive in sch, lennon was the first to give me a heart! haha so sweet. collected the roses for my class and gave the gals in my class a rose each. haha the other guys also prepared stuffs haha so sweet. lennon and glen packed candies. tingsoon wrote stuffs on poker cards. haha the gals also prepared candies, chocs and little cards:)

the climax today was went i went to collect my bouquet of roses. omg man! It's toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pretty! tooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. when i went to the flower shop after sch with ZL, we both thought that it's really really too nice. lol. yuzhi and i went to order our bouquet last week and we just told the aunty to prepare 3 roses and do it nicely. haha didnt expect it to be sooooooooooooooo nice. haha but cheryl said that it's better to be too nice than too ugly right? haha. then went we went back to sch, i'm like trying to avoid ppl and hiding the bouquet behind my back. lol then hid it in the range before doing my internals. haha shot 513:(

after internals, plucked up my courage and gave her the bouquet. haha i kinda thought she will get the wrong idea. lol but she's really really nice, thoughtful, caring... really sweet gal. haha. the gals were there la.... felt so shy.... lol oh well.....aiyo i'm worried.....

happy day:)

2009-02-12T04:28:00.000-08:00

went to sch late today and got booked! hahas

ha today's pretty good:) i hit a 93 series with an eight and a seven! hahaha 2 nines 6 tens!!! woooooohooooo. nationals have hope alr:) yay!!! ha and saw ailin today! haha she looked different...more feminine. haha but still love to play basketball...

quite a number of J1s came down to tryout and when this bunch of gals came, nobody entertained them. so i just went there to ask whether they wanna try rifle or pistol... then feli had to say i'm flirting wif them... omg!!! argh angry! lol must ask someone to scold her.... hahahas at least feli congratulated me for my nice scores:) so forgiven. hahas.

ha range closes at 6:( so early:( ha cheryl wanted to shoot pistol but only shot 1 shot. hahas then played cards wif cheryl, SR and yikai. ha cheryl's so bad to SR today!!! super bad. lol kept attacking SR wif her words. lol SR's GAY! lol hahahas. ha i won 5 hearts! yay :) played till 7 and then feli, fiona and dili came back and then we left...

haha tmr's vday eve:) !!!

mixed feelings:D

2009-02-09T05:22:00.000-08:00

ha i dun know what's this feeling... ha well it isnt bad or good. haha dunno.

it was a pretty good week:) ha i realize that i have really nice friends and i know i always do:) haha lol. giggles is happy again:)

thanks again ppl:) appreciate everything:)

just some random stuff... haha i think you suggsss! lol dun try to guess who issit. lol lime green is gorgeous, maroon is pretty and purple is beautiful. lol i'm just bored.

emo... disappointment:(

2009-01-31T06:19:00.001-08:00

nothing went right today. I dun wanna talk about it:( today just suck to the core. I received so many blows today and everything just falls apart. I’m just not in the mood today. I just shut myself up and it feels horrible:( it’s hard to smile now and I dun wanna fake a smile. It’s not the usual me anymore. I hope it wun carry on for the next few days and I’ll be Mr. giggles again. But issit too much a promise to be made?... sigh. I feel like letting it go. I really hope I’m wrong about you. And why can’t you be truthful? The only thing I really hate will be betrayals, cheatings and just doing things behind my back. I trusted you and value everything…. Sigh. I may be in the wrong too. But I really dun know why?

My bad mood carried on into my competition and I just totally screwed up. How could I forget to load a shot and fired a blank! How could I forget that I loaded a shot and loaded another! Double shot and didn’t leave the next card blank! Penalties… argh. Omg my mind just wasn’t there at the firing lane. It’s impossible to make those mistakes. I tried to clear my mind and settle my emotions but these mistakes happened during my first few shots and everything just fell apart. I kinda dun care and shot finish everything in such a short time. Fired shots when i’m not even aiming! It’s just not the best day for a competition. Results came out I didn’t even wanna look. Ha but I’m surprised that I didn’t hit my lowest record! Haha. Well I think emotions can really affect me and this is not gonna happen at the rest of my competitions. I must learn to be emotionally independent:)

The only thing that I’m happy about will be that I have such awesome friends:) I love the shooters man, thanks everyone. I really appreciate it:) you ppl were there when I needed someone to talk to, when I needed encouragement, when I needed the uplift in spirits. Ha when we did the cca carnival video yesterday, and andy asked “what is the 1 thing you love most about the NJC shooting club?”, I said “ the people”. It’s really true! They are really the best people around! They are the ones whom I can fall back on when I’m down:)

I love my sji friends too man:) thanks dudes:)

CNY celebration

2009-01-23T05:33:00.001-08:00

ha today's so slack! went to sch for CNY celebration then NJIS meeting then lan with the shooters then tennis date with desmond. haha today's so fun:)

ha i'm the logistic head for NJIS! Dili is the other head and we must find cards... medals.... challenge trophy... haha if there are meetings, her friend and my friend can join us too:) you should know which 2!!! hahahaha lol

played lan with the guys and jeremy had to meet his gf....he was with us on the bus, but....his gf called... aiya what to do...he wanted to play but gf la....tsktsk... oh met alex at the lan shop too! haha he played left 4 dead with us:)

had my 1 on 1 tennis date with desmond! haha so gay....whatever... i was sooooooo careless that i hit my own finger with the racket!!! PAIN!!!

shagged....slping time! nites:)

Very pissed with myself...

2009-01-21T02:59:00.000-08:00

Argh crashed....shot 505!!! that's only an average of 8.5! i'm so angry with myself! well....it's not that unexpected. i'm ill and my hands are shaking quite abit today. i made a few mistakes here and there too... i was too eager to shoot my personal best and ended up screwing it up. well....sigh.

lessons learnt:
1) always stay calm, especially after a bad shot
2) never be impatient during shooting
3) Follow through!!!
4) Don't be overconfident
5) never shoot when you're ill

nothing else will bother me except nationals and studies!

my teacher's concert:)

2009-01-15T06:16:00.000-08:00

morning pt was crazy!!! ran like 8 rounds then ran during pe again... i ran more than 10 rounds today!!!

attended my piano teacher's concert:) full house!!! but i was allowed to enter as i am his student:) i didnt need to pay too! haha. he a really good concert pianist:) Victor Khor, an international concert pianist who studied with many great pianists of the Russian School like Tatania Nikolaeva, Ryszard Bakst and Evgeni Malinin, was the first Singaporean pianist to enter Moscow State Conservatory in 1989 - hailed as a world-renowned school of piano playing. Sounds so great! haha and he's my teacher:) the famous little singapore gal Abigail is also his student!

tmr's the best day of the week! so slack! haha it's finally the end of the week:)

i hope things are much better and normal now:) i'm really tired....you and me gotta start forgetting stuffs...

Birthdays

2009-01-09T05:03:00.000-08:00

Ha within 2 days, i wished 3 shooters happy birthday! haha happy birthday cheryl, shujen and jiani:) ha cheryl and shujen's birthdays are the same. haha so cool!

Shooting's belated new year's party:)

2009-01-05T08:19:00.000-08:00

Party time! at cheryl's place cos she's the only one who volunteered...haha so sad...lol and it's sooooooooo damn far away! and this is my first time taking a train on the purple line! i didnt know there's a purple line....haha lol but cheryl's house is pretty nice:) next year's party at my house! i volunteer:) i dun wanna travel so far again....hahaha

daddy fetched me there, played cards:) hearts:) and i suck at it....lol i fed ZR and caused me and andy to lose....haha die... forfeit...into the pool! ha used to it alr... kanna thrown several times alr....no use struggling....ha they didnt even allow me to change into my shorts....:(

after changing, the guys dragged me to play lan and guess what....all the shops are full! see...i should have stayed at cheryl's house....ha akshay is really addicted to lan! lol sat in macs and talked. haha and drank!

when i came online back at home....the first thing shujen told me was that i left my sji shorts there....haha "disgusting sji shorts" as what qiaowei said....haha IT'S CLEAN ok! haven worn it! haha well....gals...lol didnt even dare touch it. and alex had to remove it. haha my sji shorts!!! dun throw it away! have memories ok! lol.

tired....nites:)

New zealand day 4

2009-01-05T01:12:00.001-08:00

Not much today since we were traveling from christchurch to fox glacier. through arthur's pass! A 5 hrs journey became a whole day journey since we went around looking at stuff and took our own sweet time:) haha that's what i love about self-driving:) daddy drove and i figure out the map:) haha no worries, my mum and sis were in good hands:)

sis's dinner

My lamb:)

parents' seafood platter:)

some random place...haha

athur's pass

arthur's pass

such a long straight road....

breakfast:) i'm half asleep....it's like 2 or 3am in singapore ok.....

New year's resolution

2009-01-04T16:46:00.001-08:00

1) Nothing below a B for my subjects
2) Nationals top 4
3) Only go out with shooters and classmates
4) Shoot 540 by feb
5) Forget everything except studies and shooting
6) ....... er what else?....

New zealand day 3

2008-12-27T22:34:00.000-08:00

Woke up early and my breakfast is alr made by daddy:) yay:) bacon, eggs, suasages... yummy! We headed off to the museum and botanical gardens. The flowers are just lovely:) I am so tempted to bring home the roses! Then we went on a cruise in a lake where i can see very rare hector's dolphines! The wind was chilling! My face just froze up. lol. visited christchurch's cathedral and ate dinner! haha subway cos we cant find any nice places to eat...lol

haha daddy and mummy on a weird bike...lol

christchurch's cathedral.

the city tram! haha why cant we have these in s'pore....

ha in a tunnel that goes through a volcano!!! the only 1 in the world!

haha why my sis so unglam.....

ha enjoying the breeze on a nature cruise!

really cold! even my smile froze up ok....lol

the wind's chilling!!!

omg these roses are along the streets!!! so pretty! i'm so tempted to pluck them and bring it back! haha lol

i love trams!

i like the colour of these flowers:) really pretty:)

haha my loving parents....lol

New zealand day 1 and 2

2008-12-27T15:17:00.000-08:00

Ha nothing much on day 1.... just travelling till my butt hurts! wanted to slp on the plane but the babies were crying! 3 BABIES! 1 in front, 1 on my left, 1 behind me. Surround sound! lol. I ended up watching 3 movies! haha.

Arrived at Auckland and transfered to another plane to Christchurch. Reached there at ard 5pm... collected our car and headed to our apartments. Daddy cooked dinner and it's sleeping time! cya tmr!

PICS!!!

dinner at the airport...crystal jade shanghai. i'm gonna miss chinese food:(

my flight:)

The candy house at the airport:) i actually went in to pick candies...haha lol

nothing to do while waiting for my flight...

sweet dreams:)

2008-12-08T00:08:00.000-08:00

omg i've been dreaming about the same person for 2 consecutive days!!! they are my sweetest dreams i ever had:) haha i really hope they will come true:) hahaha lol. not giving details.....too bad....

cousin cherissa! when going island creamary!!! this week right? i flying off soon lei. haha you treating issit? haha lol or your bf treating? hahaha he better be smart and suck up to me. hahaha lol

i dunno why...i feel like training:) today's training cancelled....so sad:( haha i wanna train!!!! lol

Shooting chalet :)

2008-12-07T06:05:00.000-08:00

Ha had a fun but shagged week... shooting senior's farewell chalet was enjoyable:) but i didnt sleep for 3 days!!! had all the different overnight activities you can think of...overnight lan-ing, overnight cycling (my balls are hurting....lol) overnight poker, overnight bridge, overnight majong....

1st day...

met zi hao before going to the chalet and i was 2 hours late!!! HAHA sorry zihao...lol. i had to do the senior's farewell vids what....lol. there were only 4 pistol boys at the chalet...me zihao mark jeremy. the others will come later. ha and i still dun get it....how did jeremy know about.....!!! ahhhhhh. played frisbeeeee, volleyball and soccer then it rain....argh... the rain stopped for a while and we went to the bus stop to help the gals carry the drinks. Gentlemen right?:D haha. then it rained again.... pistol and rifle boys set up the pit for bbq and it was done quickly with akshay's black magic...lol. It was the 1st bbq i went that didnt have chicken wings...haha but there were alot of satays though...

Then we went to rent bikes with the gals. me and zihao were the only boys...lol later in the night we joined the guys for lan-ing and i totally owned them!!! haha didnt lose a match...haha i'm pro man! only in C&C not dota! played till like 4am then went back to bathe. played bridge with jolene charmian and zihao before going out to watch sunrise with shujen, feli, singhui, fiona, xinhang, ailin. we were like chasing the sun...but didnt manage to see it...stupid trees....

2nd day....

played cards with the guys and kinda slept a little but was raped by jeremy...lol went to white sands for lunch and wanted to catch a movie at downtown east...but nothing nice to watch... ate yogurt there:) yummy:) loved it man:) especially the ice cream yogurt! went lan-ing again...wth...played cs and i suck at it...lol then comes the tiring part.... overnight cycling. rented bikes at ecp and cycled all the way to changi village (the runway part was nice:)) and back to pasir ris. omg my balls were like gonna drop la...and the thought of us having to return the bikes the next morning....omg.... the moment i lie on the bed....i just slept...within like 1 min..

3rd day...

with less than a few hrs of sleep, we woke up and began cycling again....we took a more direct route this time and arrived there faster:) had breakfast at mac and there's this mad women who seem to be attracted to shengrui. haha poor shengrui. lol. By the time we made our way back to chalet, our legs were gonna give way...so me, charmian, jeremy and shengrui took a cab back:)

ha i slept through the day:) so tired..... had lots of fun though:)

cant wait for the week to go by:) i'll be off to new zealand soon:) yay:)

so many ppl are flying off:( my cousin's in taiwan...char and shujen flying off soon... had and bye feli:) flying off to korea tmr... ha dun freeze your butt off. lol

Pretty shagged after a week of training...

2008-11-29T22:16:00.000-08:00

wow it's been quite a while since i blogged....haha very busy man... trained for the whole week and i'm satisfied:) maintaining my standard:) shot 518 not really happy with it though... but i shot a 93 series:) yay happy:) i finally changed to the cylinder guns! yay:) but i dun like the trigger!!!

I'm so broke!!! had been lan-ing for the whole week!!! almost everyday after training! haha had fun though:) played C&C with jeremy, mark, akshay, henry, gerald, daniel and andy:) cant wait to play again during shooting chalet:) haha lol.

This week is full of surprises man... it's eunice's birthday and we went to her house to wait for her to be back then hopefully she'll be surprised:) but....we forgot to hide our slippers....LOL she expected it...haha but glad that she enjoyed her birthday:) and stupid weijian....he had to spoil the surprise.....argh.... aiya we were dumb too la. lol. It's a pity that only 5 were there....me, yuzhi, wanying, ailing, pau.... Glen, yuzhi and i bought her a cow pencil case:) ha since she likes cows:) lol

i cant post the other surprise though....haha not now....

feel so bad:(

2008-11-22T19:55:00.000-08:00

If you have it, you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.

Where there is love, there is pain

Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.

I'm lost and confused....please do tell me. Do you mean what you said? I felt bad too. I was a little insensitive that night and i lied. I was there all along but didnt appear since it may be awkward. Well....i went there wif tingsoon and yuzhi...passed them the stuff and asked them to lie... sigh.....feel so bad... you know how hard it was to be alone for 2 hrs...waiting.....well nvm....i really don't know how you feel or think....please do tell me. I have nothing else to say....

Swissotel merchant court rox :)

2008-11-16T06:23:00.001-08:00

I swear i'm going to the gym everyday this week...... so bloated la.... free flow of lobsters, fresh oysters, abalone, crabs.....omg!!! the chocolate and durians are nice too:)

didnt know why dad brought us there..... there's nothing to celebrate what...haha maybe he's in a good mood....lol

Phew..... i didnt have to pay.... thanks dad:)

Me and daddy:)

took a walk outside....

dripping chocolate...

1 big piece of lobster meat....

the oysters are so sweet!

my 7th oyster....lol

fresh oysters

black pepper crab

Yummy!

Abalone :)

gone in a few seconds....lol

yummy!

slipper lobster

LOBSTERS!

HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE!!!

2008-11-13T03:34:00.000-08:00

The scariest nightmare i ever had.....omg!!! i yelled till my whole family woke up!!! it was that loud...lol i couldnt get out of the dream till my mum woke me up! ha she still sai yang me...omg! it made me feel like i'm a little boy.....

ting soon leaving for macau today.....will miss him man...lol so gay... lots of gambling for him....haha dun lose all your money uh....argh everyone's leaving now....i'm only leaving in dec:(

ha couldnt believe what my dad said to my mum today!!! haha my sis and i asked daddy why he's attracted to my mum....haha he said:" OH MAN....YOUR MUM'S SO SEXY.... HER FIGURE IS SO....OMG!!!" we stared at them....and burst out laughing....pls man...
haha MY MUM'S SEXY? omg....maybe when she's young la....but sorry mum...you have to go to the gym with me often...haha lol. so funny....

Biennale part 2 and bowling :)

2008-11-12T01:10:00.000-08:00

Yay! Went for biennale part 2 yesterday:) ha had training in the morning and as usual.... pistol boys were late again... i was the earliest!!! lol everyone said that my sji pe shirt is damn small...haha what to do...cant find my nj pe shirt and i was late.... ran...did jumping jacks...sit-ups pushups... back raises...planks... woa...i survived PT with an aching body...haha lol.

Went home to change before meeting them for biennale. Went to sch first to collect my and yiping's chem stuff... ping's still at home!!! we were gonna be late!!! waited for her at the bus stop... and both buses came and she's still not there... met xuandao:) asked him about the A'level chem paper...it's much easier than nj's chem...haha lol expected... then...i realized I FORGOT TO BRING MY TICKET!!! lol... board the bus at 5 when we were suppose to reach at 5! lol the others went ahead first and we met them at the entrance:) wanying couldnt tell what colour is her shirt! haha she said it's green...but it's blue. haha and she changed her hairstyle! ha i had to buy another ticket... xueyuan met us :) ha she talks alot! she's a little bimbo! haha sorry... kidding! she's like the guide la...brought us ard.... she's quite funny...lol

Had subway for dinner since wanying brought the card. ha we got a free cookie:) xueyuan was soooooo slow wif her food!!! it's either she talks too much or she eats very slowly....lol went to bowl after that and they had to buy socks again. haha. it was a pretty good game:) haha my team lost...lol i didnt perform well...haha arm aching what....lol but we had fun:) ha the gals dressed better than the guys this time...lol the bulk of the points went to yiping's sexy back....tsktsk...lol we didnt have glen...not fair!!!

argh....i cant go for the boys thingy!!! ahhhh....

hope the boys will have fun:)

Yiping's pics ( Biennale part 2 )

2008-11-11T22:22:00.000-08:00

stairway to nowhere....lol

My Pics:) (biennale part 2)

2008-11-11T20:39:00.000-08:00

Bowling and dinner....

nice pic:)

Biennale part 2:) south beach development. i still prefer city hall....

wah....listening attentively to xue yuan's crap?....lol

100 years of solitude....lol

enjoying the breeze....

emo....

Chewed gum....yew....

stars....

ha a glowing swing.... i'll break it if i sat on it....lol

scary.....

bars of soap on the ground....

ha the moon on the tree....lol

the pretty dress...

where the lines meet....

ha the maze.....

SUGAR!!! lots of bees....

I'm satisfied with my improvement

2008-11-10T01:55:00.000-08:00

OMG i still manage to lift my gun today!!! haha although my arms and chest are aching...haha and surprisingly, my arms were super steady today!!! hit nice 10s:) yay:)
First training with coach:) he looks nice enough...but he said he's gonna push us and will not be too nice cos he's not paid to teach us...he volunteered... how nice:) lol or maybe not...gonna be so stressed up wif a coach staring at you... captain mark shot some pretty nice groupings:) but he and i need to follow through!!! lol. jeremy seems ok... but he's not focused.... i think i'm more serious than him la....well.... i was the last to keep my gun and had some 1 to 1 attention with coach....scary...lol. haha but he said i was pretty good:) all my techniques were good:) my posture and everything else is fine BUT...i need to follow through...okok noted:) haha it's been a long time since someone praised me. haha happy:) jeremy wasn't praised...he still said i was lousy... WTH... comeon man... i improved alot ok...and some of MY SCORES AND GROUPINGS ARE BETTER THAN HIM NOW... what's wrong with him...argh...
Ha maybe workouts did made my arms stronger:) my hands are steady now:) haha good:)

let's see...tmr....
argh...morning physical training...8am to 10am...argh...
ha biennale tmr:) hope nothing goes wrong...haha it's tues...not mon..haha but glen has training... wun join us:( he's probably joining us for dinner:) haha yay at least tmr will be a day to look forward to:)

body still aching....

Aching all over....

2008-11-09T02:41:00.000-08:00

omg....i think i pushed myself too much yesterday....i'm aching all over... oh no....my arm will be shaking tmr....cant train!!! coach coming!!! DIE!!!

talking about tmr....argh....pw op again....stupid filming....why are we so unlucky....argh.....

ha i packed my room today!!! ha it's so neat now:) like finally...lol ha spent the whole day packing....lol

Shagged out...

2008-11-08T04:11:00.000-08:00

i'm totally exhausted.... went for a workout in my gym......did weights till i cant lift them anymore...i'm having difficulties typing nowwwww.....lol

ahhhhhh i wanna go for the boys thingy......I CAN'T!!! MY PASSPORT HAS LESS THAN 6 MONTHS OF VALIDITY.... and i can only get my new passport on wed..... earliest....AHHHH....

tired.......

After pw....

2008-11-07T03:55:00.000-08:00

YES!!! pw's over! like finally:) pw can go kiss my arse.....lol our Q&A was quite screwed....but our presentation was pretty good:) haha we will get an A la:) we must believe in ourselves:)

Ha my Brothers called me to meet them....lol. it's been a long time since met them... miss them man. ha went to play pool and played tennis at singapore island country club...WTH really rich SJI kids....i'm soooo poor la. ha but going out with them is pretty good....haha they volunteered to pay for everything...haha it's not like i dun wanna pay...it's like....it's tooooooo ex...the places they go...the food they eat...lol.

Why do i not realize things that people realize.... am i lost in my own world?....

slacking time.....

few minutes before OP....

2008-11-06T20:27:00.000-08:00

haha posting a post before OP....lol laxing mode....haha take it easy man:) we can do it:) lol

2008-11-04T04:34:00.000-08:00

Went to sch for pw AGAIN..... when is this gonna end man....
trained and shot my personal best:) 523 yay:)
met up with the others at island creamary before going to my house for majong....

Ha uploaded the pics from yesterday's bowling...:)

2008-11-03T06:58:00.000-08:00

How horrible can i start the day.... kanna scolding early in the morning....sian....no mood to do my INR, just finished it and sent it to keith....

Went for training:) First team training in like soooooooo long.... at least we are progressing:) APB ROX!!! My palms were sweating like some dog....OMG couldn't even have a firm grip la....then used shengrui's liquid thingy....which looks like cum....haha but it works:)

After training, shengrui and i went to replace his iphone. Free replacement lei....WTH...

Now come's the best part of the day:) ha went to meet the biennale ppl, yiping, gabby, wanying, qinrui and glen. I was the earliest:) glen was suppose to be the latest...but instead, THE GALS WERE VERY LATE. ha especially wanying! haha but it's ok:) the sji guys are always gentlemen and we gladly wait for the gals:) hahaha lol. Qinrui called gabby and she said she's on the way....i called yiping and she said she's "on the way"...still tried finding excuses....traffic jam....raining....ha. Talking talking talking...and then they were beside us....ha cheat my feelings.....not funny. Glen called wanying and guess what..... she's still at BUKIT PANJANG!!!! lol. she asked us to go first....so we were walking walking walking....THEN..... wanying called and asked us to look at our tickets....OMG it's closed on mondays.... WTH...glen just dropped the ticket.....we felt so cheated.....haha but wanying was so funny:) lol. It's like we went there for nothing...haha. Since we were there....we went to the arcade, went subway for dinner, went to buy socks, went bowling:) ha bowling was sooooo fun:) top scorers were me and glen:) ha the others were not bad too..... i wanna go bowling again:)

biennale part 2 soon:) not mondays....lol

An embarassing day....

2008-11-01T07:26:00.000-07:00

OMG a grp of NJ gals saw me topless today.....ahhhhhh not going to sch anymore... stupid shandy and sheryl....i'm gonna kill you 2... shandy called and asked me to go to my window, then when i was there.... a grp of them were down there and i didnt have my shirt on...AHHHHH. ha totally didnt expect it...wth. ha they were giggling....gals...ha they should be honoured:)

went to grandma's house for gathering:) lots of food:) yummy:) ha had fun with my cousins:) cherrissa was busy talking on her phone and busy smsing....aiyo...him right...haha lol wanted to do INR but instead watched movies...haha

Happy Halloween:)

2008-10-31T06:40:00.000-07:00

Today's sooooooo boring.... sian....

2008-10-30T09:03:00.000-07:00

Went to sch for PW again.... another dry run with mr. tan. i changed my script again in the morning....as usual...the dry run turned out to be rather good but there are still areas to improve:(

Played dota with ziquan, ghim, des,weijian and yuzhi in a classroom....i wanted to train...but armoury closed:(

The best part of the day was to go watch high sch musical with yiping, gabby, qingwei, tingsoon, qinrui, ghim. the movie was sooooooo sweet and romantic:) i can't stand qingwei's singing though...i'm sorry qingwei...lol. Went shopping with tingsoon and qingwei before watching the movie. ha bought a red crucifix for qingwei. We had Ben and jerry's for dessert. yummy cloud nine:)

2008-10-29T03:04:00.000-07:00

BE A VEGAN:) Stop animal cruelty!!!
Don't eat KFC http://www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/index.asp
Ha yu hui must be happy to hear this. Long live the vegans:)

Ha air pistol team getting a coach:) stress.......

I found this quite interesting...

21 things that gals don't know

1. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

2. GUYS ARE MORE EMOTIONAL THAN YOU THINK. IF THEY LOVED YOU AT ONE POINT, IT WILL TAKE THEM ALOT LONGER THAT YOU THINK TO LET YOU GO. AND IT HURTS EVERY SECOND THEY TRY.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. :)

4. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what? Uhh, nevermind." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong. He'll be obsessed about it and will try to figure it out.

6. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give an advice.

7. A usual act that proves that a guy likes you is when he teases you.

8. GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM.

9. GUYS USE WORDS LIKE HOT OR CUTE TO DESCRIBE GALS. THEY RARELY USE BEAUTIFUL OR GORGEOUS. IF A GUY USES THAT, HE LOVES YOU OR LIKES YOU ALOT.

10. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple of days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11. IF A GUY LOOKS UNUSUALLY CALM AND LAID BACK, HE'S PROBABLY FAKING IT. AND HE IS REALLY THINKING ABOUT SOMETHING.

12. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

13. WHEN A GUY ASKS YOU TO LEAVE HIM ALONE, HE'S ACTUALLY SAYING, "PLEASE COME AND LISTEN TO ME."

14. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often. So when it does, you know something's up.

15. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking of something.

16. GUYS REALLY THINK THAT GALS ARE STRANGE AND HAVE INPREDICTABLE DECISIONS AND ARE MAD CONFUSING BUT SOMEHOW ARE DRAWN EVEN MORE TO THEM.

17. A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

19. Not all guys are rude. Just because one is rude doesn't mean he represents all of them.

20. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to talk to you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

21. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you, he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

2008-10-28T06:08:00.000-07:00

Yay i shot a 90 series today:) so happy:) haha i'm improving:)
Caught feli and ahem....haha so funny....i'm gonna be killed by both of them man...haha

Random Class Pics

2008-10-27T22:38:00.000-07:00

Credits: ilyas:)

Grandma's birthday

2008-10-27T01:03:00.000-07:00

Grandma's birthday:)

Biennale:)

2008-10-26T05:56:00.000-07:00

Biennale at cityhall:)

2008-10-26T05:50:00.000-07:00

ha my first post..... i dunno what to say....haha lol
let's see....i'm lost and confused now...ha well...
watching high school musical while blogging...lol. so sweet! awwww